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[02 Apr 2004|03:30pm] |
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so, i think more people should add my new journal.
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[31 Mar 2004|10:56pm] |
my new journal is ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) _wekilledit add it if you'd like. i'm thinking about making it friends only but i might not, add it anyway.
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[31 Mar 2004|10:53pm] |
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i love kristen. and i'm not writing in the journal anymore.
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[25 Mar 2004|10:59pm] |
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kristen's beautiful voice |
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well. tomarrow i'm hangn out with derek and maybe sarah and kristen and todds spending the night, pretty much the same thing that goes on every weekend, but it doesnt mean i don't love it anyless.
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[22 Mar 2004|04:50pm] |
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american nightmare - PLEASE DIE! |
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i got my lisence today.
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[18 Mar 2004|03:07pm] |
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today is 2 months.
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[14 Mar 2004|06:56pm] |
The Generic Teenager Stereotype
Do you drink [alcohol]?: not really
Do you party a lot? How often?: nope.
Do you use drugs for recreational purposes?: i smoke pot around friends
How often do you use the word like in an average hour?: alot i guess.
Do you skip classes? How often?: not often
Do you have casual sex? Protected?: protected
Do you steal?: yes
Do you wear inappropriate clothing?: i don't think so
Do you drool over celebrities?: not really, just wes.
Do you watch a lot of TV?: not really
Do you ever watch the News?: sometimes
Do you even care about world issues?: no
Do you read books often?: starting to again
Are you failing a lot of your classes?: nope
Do you spend most of your time with your friends?: yes
Do you smoke cigarettes?: yes
Do you hang out a lot in malls, or at Seven Elevens?:sometimes, just to get slurpies.
Do you often find yourself with a crush on someone?: i guess.
Do you cuss a lot?: yes
Are you desperate to fit in?: of course
Are you intelligent?: sure
The Goth Stereotype
Black lipstick?: nope
Black eyeliner?: yes.
Black eyeshadow?:nah
Black trenchcoat?: nope
Black boots?: nope
Black fishnets?: nope
Black nail polish?: only when kristen puts it on me
Cigarettes?: yes
metal music?: some
Marilyn Manson?: not really.
Kittie?: no, saw them once, no
Cradle of Filth?: of course
Constant frown and perpetual angst?: nah
Do you like to be seen as: ?
Are you an intellectual?: yes :)
An agnostic?: yes
Horrible home life?: no
Hopelessly depressed?: no
Suffering with suicidal idealations?: no
Self-mutilation?: no..
the Punk Stereotype
Plaid?: no
Big black boots?: no
Mohawk?: no
Excessive piercings? [Especially facial]: none
Loud, confident and opinionated?: duh.
Wild hair colors?: nope just brown
NOFX?: of course
Rancid?: of course
Well versed on political scandals and outrages?: no
The Jock Sterotype
What's your IQ?: my gpa is 3.0, i don't know my IQ
Do you watch a lot of sports?: no
Play a lot of sports?: nope, don't like guys slapping my ass unless they're gay.
Talk a lot about sports?: nope
Do you do anything, really, but think about sports?: i smoke pot.
Are you arrogant?: duh.
Are you a male or female whore?:no
Are you homophobic?: nope
Do you tease other people a lot because you want to seem confident?: yes.
But really you're a quivering mass of insecurity?: yes
Boobs = yes?: yes
Parties = yes?: no
Dropping out of high school and flipping burgers = yes?: nah
The Girl Stereotype
Do you spend a lot of time on your appearence?: no
Have you ever been on a diet?: no.
How much did you lose?: no
Was it not so much a diet as it was an eating disorder?: no
Make yourself throw up?:no.
Make-up?: eyeliner
Low-cut tops?: oh of course all the time, i like to show off my chest
How big are your boobies? [Cup size]: 4562465zzz
Do you flip your hair when you talk, even if you don't realize it?: no, only when i'm nervous
Giggle a lot?: all the time
What's the deal with boys?: they have penises
Thongs?: all the time
Pretty bras?: who cares? you're just gonna take em off anyways.
YM, Teen, Cosmo, et al?: yes
Who's the weaker sex?: girls. they just have the hole.
Are you a feminist?: yes
Do you think Brad Pitt is hot?: no.
Are you emotional?: yes.
Especially when on your period?: oh my period just makes everything worse!
This Or That [Oh, that old coconut.]
Originality or Acceptance?: that old coconut?
Independence or Companionship?: Companionship
Stability or Freedom?: yes
Personal or Interpersonal?: personal?
Introvert or Extrovert?: INTROVERT!
Popularity or Isolation?: yes
Unique or Loved?: yes
Understood or Individual?: yes
You or Them?: them!
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[09 Mar 2004|11:04pm] |
JEAN: you see what comes of drinking?, you can no longer control your movements, you've no strength left in your hands, you're besotted and fagged out, you're digging your oen grave, my friend, you're destroying yourself
BERENGER: i don't like the taste of alcohol muchAnd yet if i don't drink, i'm done for; it's as if i'm frightened, and so i drink not to be frightened any longer.
JEAN: frightended of what?
BERENGER: i don't know exactly. it's a sort of anguish difficult to describe. i feel out of place in life, among people, and so i take to drink. that calms me down and relaxes me so i can forget/
JEAN: you try to escape form youself!
BERENGER: i'm so tired, i've been tired for years. it's exhausting to drag the weight of my own body about...
JEAN: that's just alcoholic neurasthenia, drinker's gloom...
BERENGER:[continuing] i'm conscious of my body all the time, as if it were made of lead, or as if i were carrying another man around my back. i can't seem to get used to myself. i don't even know if i am me. then as soon as i take a drink, the lead slips away and i recognize myeself, i become me again.
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[08 Mar 2004|06:28pm] |
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it's getting hotter outside! you know that that means, guys?
..no more hoodys :(
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[28 Feb 2004|02:40pm] |
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fuck you
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[21 Feb 2004|03:58pm] |
I once was on a plane where I was served by an obviously homosexual male flight attendant. At one point, he bounced over to where I was sitting and announced "The Captain has asked me to announce that he will be landing the big scary plane shortly, so if you could just put up your trays, that would be great."
I did as he had instructed but the woman sitting next to me did not. A few moments later, our flight attendant came back and said to her: "Ma'am, perhaps you couldn't hear me over the big scary engine, but I asked you to please put up your tray so that the captain can land the plane." She still wouldn't comply.
Now he was getting angry and asked her again to put up the tray. She then calmly turned to him and said: "In my country, I am called a princess. I take orders from no one."
Our flight attendant replied: "Oh yeah? Well in MY country, I'm called a queen and I outrank you, bitch, so put the tray up!"
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[21 Feb 2004|02:58pm] |
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i havent written for a while. joey's over right now and todd just left. hopefully i can get to see kristen today since i didnt see her last night and i was supposed to. i came to the conclusion that i'm going to save my del taco reciepts for one month and see how much money i spend. and i need to bring back my record player because the arm is retarded and i can't play 12"s on it. but they k-mart and most other stores that carry the record/radio/tape/cd players only carry tehm around christmas. so i think what i'm goin to do is from the money i get back from the broken one im going to buy a shitty record player then save up for the 4 in one when christmas rolls around its ugly head.
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